Still gothic after all these years
Part 2
by Ellen Barry, photos by Dana Smith
Habitat is all. Goths don't exactly blend in during daytime hours, but step
inside one of Boston's three goth nights -- at Man Ray on Wednesdays, the Spot
on Thursdays, and Hexx on Saturdays -- and a lush landscape opens up before
you: women in period wedding gowns with scarlet sashes, men in D'Artagnan boots
and ruffled shirts. Corsets. Fishnet. Chain mail. Whiteface. Unlike, say,
Thursday night at the Kells, goth night is a scene where people might be
drinking out of snifters. It is an event.
It depends on whom you ask, of course, but some say the modern goth movement
began with Siouxsie Sioux, who used the term to describe the Banshees' new
direction in the late 1970s. That new direction was a retooling of punk; the
Banshees, along with Bauhaus and Alien Sex Fiend and Sisters of Mercy,
translated straight-out punk fury into a more dreamy, magical sound. Although
proto-goths like Sioux and Peter Murphy and Robert Smith have steadfastly
disavowed the term "gothic," they set off a ripple effect among London's young
dispossessed. At a club called the Batcave, starting in 1981, the tribe of fans
began to form. The cultivated their look, romanticized it. They turned punk
inward.
From the very beginning, goth spoke to the particular world-weariness of the
middle-class adolescent. Its followers were alienated by their parents, who
were prosperous, and by their classmates, who were preppy, and by the culture
at large, which was cheerful. All around them, the '70s were ending in a
paroxysm of human potential and disco dancing. Who can blame them for reading
too much Keats?
At any rate, they did. They fell upon the thorns of life. They bled. And this,
in part, explains why every time goth is near death -- by some counts this has
happened five times in 20 years -- it springs up from the gurney and sashays
back out to the dance floor: it taps into the natural attraction of young
adults to the morbid or the grotesque, without requiring them to drop out of
society. (The first wave of London goths may have been squatters, but these
days goth can be reconciled with a serious commitment to school.) Initiation
tends to follow a predictable pattern: a slightly shy, slightly intellectual
kid stumbles onto the first world she has encountered where nonconformity is
celebrated. The first time she goes into a goth club is the first time she
feels at home in a crowd. At that point, the darkness becomes fun.
Shannon Davis, a 21-year-old Smith senior who is also known as Nepenthe, says
her own evolution began when she was 16 and cultivated a flamboyant combination
of black boots, a black hat, and a Robert Smith hairstyle. One day a girl in
her gym class, deputized by her friends, came up and asked Davis if she was a
demon. At that moment Davis realized she was no longer disturbed by not fitting
in.
"You feel like you have some sense of control," she says. "It is one way to
set yourself apart from everyone else. It's saying, `I'm not like you. I'm
wearing black now.' "
Cusráque puts it a little more bluntly. Goths tend not to be
"mathematically beautiful," he says, but they work with what they have.
"Put me in jeans and a T-shirt and cut my hair and I'm a virgin," he says.
"You have to figure when I'm going through puberty I was approximately this big
and I was the brainiac from planet X-9. And there's just no way I'm going to
pull chicks like that. But let me build around myself something extra, and
. . . it's just like the animal kingdom. It's all about
plumage."
Ellen Barry can be reached at ebarry[a]phx.com.